The blank page is staring at me intimidatingly. I'm typing my first
sentence. Then the second. I want to say one thing, but I know I can't
really say it. Maybe if I don't write it, I won't feel it. So I might
as well not writing about it. Maybe I want to stop it. Oh I just want
to stop. How am I supposed to know what to do? I don't even know what
is that I really want. But then, I don't have anybody to ask. Nobody.
Nobody. Because nobody is supposed to know me better than myself. That
means there's no answer because even me don't know myself. It leaves me
with the only thing to do; nothing. Do nothing. And maybe nothing will
happen. Or even something will happen. I want to stop. Fuck I've never
realized how hard doing nothing is. Yeah right.
 | Internal mind conflict? Yes, nobody knows better than you do, but you can share it to someone if you want to. |
 | atau mungkin kita bisa order some more junk foor daripada bingung mau ngapain.. hahahahaha :D |
 | smoke..(thats for me) ;-) |
 | being blank and doing nothing? sounds very familiar to me... ;p |
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The doing nothing part, I can do it for some time :D
but being blank is another thing...
susah banget :D
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 | nothing is quite inspiring... |
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 | let's have that 'something' in moderation :) |
| too much nothing will kill you...
cooooooooooooooooll...
;p |
 | Don't ever be worried about not being able to type a word. And not being able to anything. Because at my age, it has happened with me often. Without realizing it, believe me, suddenly out of the blue a rush of words and ideas come from your subconsciusness which is your own innner self. When ideas come, they come not singly but in batallions. |
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Fuck I've never realized how hard doing nothing is. Yeah right 
